Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever 歌词翻译

[Chorus]
当我离你而去
内心会是无与伦比的开心
多希望我能好好地解释
我希望这并非真的

[Verse 1]
再给我一两天时间
让我更仔细地想想
让我给自己写封信
让我斟酌该如何是好
你是否看过我的采访
或者避开我所在的街道
当你告诉我 你恰好经过时
我时候甚至向你而来了?
我明白 当我向你苦苦请求
你却对此异常淡定
你的作为 皆违背了你曾许下的承诺
最后 我也只剩无尽的恐惧
别说这对你不公平
你显然并未意识到 你令我痛苦不已
所若你真的想知晓

[Chorus]
当我离你而去
内心从未这样的喜悦
多希望我能好好地解释
我希望这并非真的

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
你又一次打来电话 奔驰里的你烂醉如泥
你醉驾回家
你吓得我魂飞魄散
现在我也不过白费口舌
因为你只会听你那些狐朋狗友的话
我难以理解你
我难以理解你
因为我从来不会这样糟蹋自己
正因如此 你使我如此憎恨这座城市

[Verse 3]
我从未在网上说过你任何坏话
也从未向谁倾诉过你的不好
因为这些事说出来会是这样尴尬 那时你就是我的一切啊
你的所作所为令我心碎不已
所以别再浪费我的时间
别再摧毁我的好心情
我本可以聊聊每次你都准时出现
但我的电话从未响过 只因你不曾想过打来
我也不曾关心我的妈妈和我的朋友们 所以我
为了你 将所有人拒之门外 只因那时的我幼稚无比

[Outro]
你亲手毁了一切美好
总哭诉着你被误解
让我为你耗费一切光阴
就滚远点吧

[Chorus]
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true, mmm

[Verse 1]
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do, mm-mm
Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passin' through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to (When I asked you to)
Be cool about what I was tellin' you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (What you said you'd do)
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly werеn't aware that you made me misеrable, ooh
So if you really wanna know

[Chorus]
When I'm away from you (When I'm away from you)
I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever)
Wish I could explain it better (Wish I could explain it better)
I wish it wasn't true, mmm

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
You called me again, drunk in your Benz
Drivin' home under the influence
You scared me to death but I'm wastin' my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city

[Verse 3]
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I
Shut them all out for you 'cause I was a kid

[Outro]
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fuckin' leave me alone