Эллен - Not a single word can pass through my lips 歌词翻译

再也说不出任何只字片语了
我不再是那个你会听过或想去考虑的人，
孩子已经作了选择，而我已被遗弃了，
这样的决择，岁月和挣扎让我感到痛苦万分。

这不是很妒嫉，怎么会呢？ 当它从来不属于我时
它早被放置在一个无法被击倒的基座上了;
尽管有谬论连篇你也拒绝让步，而我该怎么办？
从这里我已经快要死掉，你郤在划地自限
。

从我的立场看来，在怨恨中摊开了你的计划，
紧闭著嘴巴，像诅咒一样封闭心灵，
再也说不出任何支字片语了
也没有任何想法可使事情变得更糟。

啊，然而此时当你不在了，在孩子长大了以后，
我希望它已经学会了所有该担忧的全都被告知了，
因为我不需要嘴巴或心灵去做我最擅长的事情;
我最讨厌的，对孩子来说是种可怕而永恒的折磨。

Not a single word can pass through my lips;
not one will you hear or think to consider,
the child has been chosen and I've been forsaken,
the choice, years and struggle have made me bitter.

It is not envy, how could it? when it was never mine,
it has been placed on a pedestal that can't be knocked down;
despite the fallacy you refuse to budge from, what can I do?
I've been kicked from my place, you drew the line in the sand.

From where I stand, I watch in resentment your plans unfold,
with a mouth sown shut and a mind sealed like a curse,
not a single word can pass through my lips
nor can a single thought be formed to make things worse.

Ah, but in time when you are no more and the child has grown,
I hope for its sake that it has learned all it's been told,
because I don't need a mouth or a mind to do what I do best;
a horrid and eternal torment for the child I most detest.